I think I have finally pushed past the line of giving any sort of fucks about really anything at all. I just smile and giggle to myself about the shit I say. For instance, the one person that has made my life a living hell for the past 4 months just said "Why don't you do this deposit, you're the commercial teller after all, you're supposed to do the large deposits." And literally all I said was "Well you weren't here yesterday and I did like 176 of them. You could stand to do a few."
And apparently, that meant "I'M INSENSITIVE TO THE FACT THAT YOU WERE AT A FUNERAL AND NOW I'M MAKING YOU DO ALL MY WORK BECAUSE I'M AN ASS HOLE. FUCKASS." Because what he said to me after that is "Oh my god Madi, I was at my Dad's cousins funeral that was murdered. That's not okay, you don't have to be such a horrible person. That's not okay." And you know, usually, I would get really angry and say something in retort, but for the first time in a long time, I just Smiled to myself and didn't say anything. And now, the passive aggression begins. Like handing me deposits that he could have been doing, or very obviously emailing a good friend of mine talking shit, then saying "Hey Zach, look at the email I sent you. I want you to read it right away." And he says "Man, could you be any more obvious?"
And I just smiled. I have nothing to do with him anymore. He has driven me to the point of no cares.
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