Awww, look what I found on my computer this morning.
So, generally I guess this blog is for me to just type away my anger, fear, frustration and generally moodiness. But also About my best friends on the plant and How wonderful things can be sometimes.
No matter what they wish for, no matter how far they go, people can never be anything but themselves. That’s all.
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Okay, So. . .
So, Brent has the flu, I've been taking care of him. I hope I don't get the flu. I've been looking for a new job with different companies, (I've decided to go back to retail, sadly) Because I just absolutely CANNOT stand it here anymore.
Monday, April 21, 2014
I just Waisted 4 Hours of my life.
The bank that I work for is going through a merger, that will be fully converted in the beginning of June. All employees are going through new training for the new Bank. Things are going pretty smoothly I suppose, the new Bank is charging a little more for a few more things, and charging for a few things that we didn't used to charge for.
But how can someone talk for that long about. . . banking investment oppurtunities. . . Interest rates on savings accounts. . .HOW CAN YOU SPEND 4 MOTHERFUCKING HOURS TALKING ABOUT THAT STUPID SHIT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. NONE OF IT EVEN APPLIES TO ME. I JUST DO DEPOSITS AND CASHING CHECKS. WHY DID I NEED TO WASTE MY TIME, SITTING IN A COLLEGE CLASS SETTING, WASTING AWAY, DOODLING ON MY NOTEBOOK. I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN JUST TURNED INTO PUDDING ON ONE SIDE. HELP ME.
But how can someone talk for that long about. . . banking investment oppurtunities. . . Interest rates on savings accounts. . .HOW CAN YOU SPEND 4 MOTHERFUCKING HOURS TALKING ABOUT THAT STUPID SHIT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. NONE OF IT EVEN APPLIES TO ME. I JUST DO DEPOSITS AND CASHING CHECKS. WHY DID I NEED TO WASTE MY TIME, SITTING IN A COLLEGE CLASS SETTING, WASTING AWAY, DOODLING ON MY NOTEBOOK. I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN JUST TURNED INTO PUDDING ON ONE SIDE. HELP ME.
I Went Home For Lunch
I went home for lunch and took a quick nap. Brent let me cuddle with him and junk and it was nice. He even asked why I was all soaked and cold. Then when I left he told me to be safe and Have a good day. I feel a lot better.
I've also realized that I use this blog as a vent for my life and frustrations.
Well, Off to Branch Take over Training.
I've also realized that I use this blog as a vent for my life and frustrations.
Well, Off to Branch Take over Training.
Friday, April 18, 2014
Well, it finally happened.
I flew off the handle at the guy at work.
He wasn't listening and iterrupting me at every point I tried to make, and of course, that didn't bode well for him. He just kept argunig with me and when I tried to tell him to calm down and listen, he said "You're not my boss, you can't treat me like I'm 2. You can't tell me what I can and can't do at work." to which I replied, "No, but I can try to advise you because you shouldn't treat your elders (Namely Cheri) like they're 2, either. No matter that you're equal in the work place, she's still your elder." Then he just had to go and bring up the fact that I've been having trouble at home and that I can't handle myself and that I'm no more mature than he is, because I cant even handle my home life. That I miss days because I'm sad, then when I come back to work I put it off on everyone else.
That was the icing on the Fucking cake. I can't handle that shit. I blew the fuck up. Started yelling and screaming and spouting off "fuck you's" Which I know I shouldn't have. Because, come on. I'm an adult and I shouldn't lower myself to his level. But goddammit if it wasn't hard to fucking apologize to that asshole. But I did, and even though, after all of the things he's said to me, and how much shit he's started out here, I feel better being the bigger person.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKINGFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKERFUCKINGFUCKERFUCKFUCK.
He wasn't listening and iterrupting me at every point I tried to make, and of course, that didn't bode well for him. He just kept argunig with me and when I tried to tell him to calm down and listen, he said "You're not my boss, you can't treat me like I'm 2. You can't tell me what I can and can't do at work." to which I replied, "No, but I can try to advise you because you shouldn't treat your elders (Namely Cheri) like they're 2, either. No matter that you're equal in the work place, she's still your elder." Then he just had to go and bring up the fact that I've been having trouble at home and that I can't handle myself and that I'm no more mature than he is, because I cant even handle my home life. That I miss days because I'm sad, then when I come back to work I put it off on everyone else.
That was the icing on the Fucking cake. I can't handle that shit. I blew the fuck up. Started yelling and screaming and spouting off "fuck you's" Which I know I shouldn't have. Because, come on. I'm an adult and I shouldn't lower myself to his level. But goddammit if it wasn't hard to fucking apologize to that asshole. But I did, and even though, after all of the things he's said to me, and how much shit he's started out here, I feel better being the bigger person.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKINGFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKERFUCKINGFUCKERFUCKFUCK.
Monday, April 14, 2014
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
I'm in a cult now.
Hey guys. I wear frilly things and pink now. I guess I'm in a cult. FRILL KILL CULT(if you get that reference.) anyway, thank you to my beautiful friend Mariah, who has helped me because a pretty lady. And to my wonderful boyfriend Brent for giving me back my outlandish confidence.
. . . .Self Entitled People Man.
I can't stand them.You take it upon yourself to break the rules, even when it effects everyone around you. You think they're funny and cute, but really, we all hate you. You're annoying, self centered and rude. You don't understand how things work and you make us all suffer. Please grow up. You bitch and bitch and bitch and expect us to listen and coddle you when you mess something up. Then when we tell you to do your job, you freak out and smart off at us like WE'RE the ones that don't know what we're doing. You take charge of everything around you without another thought about how we all feel. And then you say "Oh, I'm sorry, it's just my nature. I'm just silly" Then laugh it off.
So please, do leave. We'd all be happy you're gone.
Sincerely,
Us hard working, nice people.
So please, do leave. We'd all be happy you're gone.
Sincerely,
Us hard working, nice people.
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